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Monday: August 17
Aug. 18th, 2020 10:38 pmWarning:Depictions of sexual situations.
It's dark now and I was so busy I hadn't been in to watch Radu wake up. I walk to the bedroom and open the door. He's still laying down facing away from me. I go to the bed, sit next to him and put my hand on his shoulder. He jerks sharply away from me. I ask him why he pulled away.
He's silent for a time then asks me if I think he is ugly. I don't I tell him. His eyes are soulful, his skin is soft, his strong and unusual features are beautiful to me. And that is what I tell him. I urge him to roll to his back and look at me. My heart breaks when I see the look on his face. A strong, usually confident man, broken.
I touch his face and say, you are my everything and kiss him softly, lovingly. Then kiss his cheek, and down his neck. The urge to bite is strong but for now I ignore it. I'm on a mission to make him feel the love I have for him. I stop kissing him for a moment to work his shirt open. I look up to see him watching me, the look of sadness still in his eyes.
He is a moody one, I'll give him that. Dark and brooding.
I lay beside him to kiss his pale chest, his skin light and so translucent you can see every vein. He looks almost fragile.
As I leave trails of butterfly soft kisses he sighs and relaxes under my touch. My kisses trail lower as I pull at the strings on his pajama pants. I stop and look up at him as if questioning if he wants me to continue. He answers with a breathy "please" that turns into a growl.
I smile up at him and hook my finger in his waistband as he lifts his hips enough to allow me to pull his pants down to his hips.
I look up as I take as much of him into my mouth as possible, swirling my tongue, watching his eyes roll back and his head drop back onto the pillow.
Once I bring him to completion, I pull his pants back up and lay my head on his shoulder as he wraps his arms around me. We lay there a while, enjoying one another's energy. But all good things must end so that other good things can begin.
We got up and grabbed clean clothes and headed to shower together.
Later on, Radu sits me down for a guided meditation session. He has taught me so many things. Patience, how to control my thoughts. This night we did chakra work. Three hours of chakra work.
After the meditation session, we went out on the back porch and watched the sky fade from black to light blues dawn approached.
Will you join me in sleep today my love? He asked.
No, Radu. I have too many things I want to do, I replied.
He turned to me. I am worried about you pretty one, if you do not sleep by your own will, I will make you sleep, he said in a matter of fact tone.
He put his arm behind my back and guided me inside, kissed my cheek and headed to sleep, alone.
It's dark now and I was so busy I hadn't been in to watch Radu wake up. I walk to the bedroom and open the door. He's still laying down facing away from me. I go to the bed, sit next to him and put my hand on his shoulder. He jerks sharply away from me. I ask him why he pulled away.
He's silent for a time then asks me if I think he is ugly. I don't I tell him. His eyes are soulful, his skin is soft, his strong and unusual features are beautiful to me. And that is what I tell him. I urge him to roll to his back and look at me. My heart breaks when I see the look on his face. A strong, usually confident man, broken.
I touch his face and say, you are my everything and kiss him softly, lovingly. Then kiss his cheek, and down his neck. The urge to bite is strong but for now I ignore it. I'm on a mission to make him feel the love I have for him. I stop kissing him for a moment to work his shirt open. I look up to see him watching me, the look of sadness still in his eyes.
He is a moody one, I'll give him that. Dark and brooding.
I lay beside him to kiss his pale chest, his skin light and so translucent you can see every vein. He looks almost fragile.
As I leave trails of butterfly soft kisses he sighs and relaxes under my touch. My kisses trail lower as I pull at the strings on his pajama pants. I stop and look up at him as if questioning if he wants me to continue. He answers with a breathy "please" that turns into a growl.
I smile up at him and hook my finger in his waistband as he lifts his hips enough to allow me to pull his pants down to his hips.
I look up as I take as much of him into my mouth as possible, swirling my tongue, watching his eyes roll back and his head drop back onto the pillow.
Once I bring him to completion, I pull his pants back up and lay my head on his shoulder as he wraps his arms around me. We lay there a while, enjoying one another's energy. But all good things must end so that other good things can begin.
We got up and grabbed clean clothes and headed to shower together.
Later on, Radu sits me down for a guided meditation session. He has taught me so many things. Patience, how to control my thoughts. This night we did chakra work. Three hours of chakra work.
After the meditation session, we went out on the back porch and watched the sky fade from black to light blues dawn approached.
Will you join me in sleep today my love? He asked.
No, Radu. I have too many things I want to do, I replied.
He turned to me. I am worried about you pretty one, if you do not sleep by your own will, I will make you sleep, he said in a matter of fact tone.
He put his arm behind my back and guided me inside, kissed my cheek and headed to sleep, alone.
